i never write what i’ve done, but i delight in the moments so. whether it’s adderall, vicodin, xanex, hydrocodone, alchohol or weed, i pile them up every time and they make, for me, good nights.

i do miss adventure. i haven’t had much of that lately. soon, when i meet my friend, joe, we can go out and have a time to ourselves. that will make me happy to no end, aside from the drugs. even cocaine, for that matter, only makes you feel like you’re in love. there is a way to live this life. i’m pulling from every side. 

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